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Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity
Doing what they see on MTV.
Ice is cool but I am looking for more, simple things is what my heart beats for.

Cause its me
I don’t ask for much
Baby
Having you is enough

[Chorus]
You ain’t got to buy nothing
It’s not what I want
Baby it’s You
We don’t have to go nowhere
Its not what I want
Baby it’s you
It’s not for what you got
Cause I know you got alot
No matter what you do
You always gettin Hot
It’s You,
It’s You
Baby all I want is You Yeah

[Verse 2]
It don’t matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side and
It don’t matter where we go tonight
Cause if I’m with you I’ll be alright.
That’s cool but I’m lookin for more
Its your love that my heart beats for.

Cause thats me
Don’t have to spend a dime
Baby
I just want your time.

Dear blog,

life seems tough these days…no matter how hard i try everything i do doesn’t seem to go my way…been getting sick often..still getting use to living in so much pollution..had a weird dream again last night…many events happened..makes me kinda wonder how it was like back in the past…where everything had a meaning to it..right now, i just feel like whatever i do doesn’t have any meaning..whatever happened to the feeling of anticipation and excitement?…i’m so fed up…i hate the people here..i feel like i’m restricted from having a life…what on earth am i gonna do??…sometimes i can’t take it anymore that i just wanna get the next plane back home…maybe i’m just feeling a little homesick…i miss my friends back in kk sooo much…i feel sooo alone…i’m so sick of everything……..

There are many forms of blessings that God himself has given to us…For some people, blessings come in forms of material things….but mine came in a form of a person…he’s really a blessing in disguise…i’m totally head-over-heels for him…whenever i’m not with him…i feel like a part of me is missing..it makes me feel like a puzzle..with a missing piece…i guess God kinda gave him to me to show me that not everything in life is bad..and that there are somethings that i should not totally give up on…even after such a let-down…i’m falling in love all over again..it makes me feel like a small school girl…it’s as if this person is somewhat my real first love..haha…i know it sounds weird but..it kinda feels this way to me…eventhough i’ve only known him for so long…but it’s as if i’ve known him my whole life… :p i don’t believe in love at first sight…but i guess sometimes you just have to make exceptions..i still remember when i first laid eyes on him..hehe…it was really funny…somehow or rather…i find him a lil’ geeky..and that’s not a bad thing or anything…because that made him look cute… :p he had chicken pox at that time…hehe..the look that he had was so innocent and naive..i couldn’t help but laugh…he was totally cute!!!~~… :p he was kinda everything i want in a guy…sort of my "reality dream" guy..hehe..amazing person..wish he was here!!!~..well..hehe..sometimes God’s blessings are really worth waiting for even if it takes 18 years for it because God’s gifts aren’t those small gifts that you usually get..it’s those special gifts that lasts for many years to come..and who knows..probably "till death do us part"….hey Huney..if you’re ever reading this….i just wan you to know that "i love you"!!!~…and that you’re really someone in my life…miss you tons here..hehe.. *muaks*…*hugs*…

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it’s hard to survive

(chorus)
‘Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
‘Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can’t you feel my heart beat so
I can’t let you go,
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry ( I cry)
The good and the bad times,
We’ve been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall..

(chorus)
‘Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
‘Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can’t you feel my heart beat so,
I can’t let you go,
Want you in my life.

‘Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly,
Can’t you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

i’m tired of waiting for the right guy to come along and sweep me off my feet…i’m sick and tired of waiting for my knight in shining amour..haiz..sometimes..guys sure do take their sweet time.. :p oh well..i wish that i could finally have someone to go to whenever i’m down and out..i wanna have somebody to be there with me whenever and where ever i am..i sure do miss those times i had with my ex…it was at least one of the most memoriable one ever…i wonder how he’s doing right now..haven’t really had a real conversation with him for a long time..after we broke up..sure do miss those times..i still remember my first kiss…haha..it was on a beach..there were many stars that night..romantic…it was one of our friends birtday party..we dance and ate..and when it was time to go home…i remember feeling sad..because i wanted sooo much to be with him that parting seemed like the hardest thing to do…suddenly..out of the blue..i kissed him..haha..it was a miracle..been dreaming of doing that …but never had the courage to do..well..haha..guess i made an impact on him..coz i could actually see him turning red.. :p hehe…kinda miss his warmth and company now.. :p it’s been a long time since i’ve last been friends with him..we never did get along after we broke up..sigh..wish we hadn’t have to break up..anyway..guess that’s how life works eh?!..you never know what’s gonna hit ya round the corner..so you’ve got to always be on your guard..soemtimes..the unexpected would happen and you’ve just gotta be prepared…i kinda saw that we weren’t gonna last very long and that we were gonna break up sooner then expected…dreamt about it…guess God was warning me in some way.. that i should be prepared for the worst…anyway..i wish him all the best in whatever he’s persuing in future…he’s not a bad guy to be with…was always there when you needed him..he’s one of the most caring person i’ve ever known..and i hope that he finds someone great in future..hehe…btw..gtg now…got to study for a test…having one quiz and test next week…till then…GOD BLESS YOU!!~  :p

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

I love you
And I’ve loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

I love you
And I’ve loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
And I’ve loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, ’cause i’m not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go

Uni life’s about to start soon for me..and i’m feeling a lil’ nervous and scared..but  excited..whats gonna happen when i start my new life here..would i be a loner?..are the students there friendly?..does "he" miss me?..all these questions keep floating in my mind..my new uni life’s gonna start exactly one day from now…my life recently has been anything but boring…life as it is has been one heck of an exciting ride…it was soOo busy that i haven’t have time for myself…my A-level exams finished on the 7th of june..and prom nite was only 3days away and i had alot to do…went with a few of my close friends for a shopping spree that took exactly 3days..we bought makeup, nail polish, hair dye, and etc..we also went and did our facials..just to get ready for the big day..Graduation Day was one day before prom nite..and it was the best ever…it was one of the saddest day of my life..saying goodbye to friends and lecturers that we’ve all grown so fond of..it was hard..one by one we went up on stage to receive our scrolls from the Guest of Honour..and had our photos taken by the photographers..after that was done..we went back to our places and that song  was played..all lang syne..it made me reminisce on the times i’ve spent with my friends..thats something i know i would miss most!!..when the song was played..every year two student stood up on their chairs and started waving their scrolls around in rhythm..it was a spectacular sight..we were singing together and our voices were projected out of the hall…it could even be heard from the road!! it was something amazing that’s hard to forget..after the whole singing and raising of scrolls…it was photo-taking time…we had soOo many pictures taken!!..there were many flashes of light here and there that it made it a lil’ hard to walk around without seeing stars everywhere.. :p  it took quite a long while before everyone went home…to get ready for the second ‘Big Day’…Prom nite…which was held at Pan Pacific, Sutera Harbour…the event started at around 6.30pm in the evening…everyone was all dressed up…that it made feel a lil’ nervous because i wasn’t that confident with the dress i was wearing..felt a lil’ intimidated by all the pretty gals there..my dress was green..an akward colour..>_<!…the night went well, surprisingly..hehe…got to take a pic with "him"…he looked great…though he felt a lil’ intimidated by all the guys there…haha..he’s really shy..awesome guy, really..cute too..:p the night was one night to remember…the only thing that made me a lil’ jealous was that he tot that some girl looked cute…i was crushed..i liked him soOo much..and i never got the chance to tell him..part of me was terrified that he would reject me..and the other part wanted to know if he felt the same way..i really hoped that he feels the same way..i’ve liked "him" for a very, very long time..don’t know why i do..it’s hard to put it down in words..and even now…i still do like "him"…even though he’s into someone now..really devasting for me..but it’s okie..thats just life..sometimes you win and sometimes you lose..thoughi really, really wished that i was the winner……….besides that small event..the whole night was a blast..there were the year ones performing all sorts of dances..and dramas.. and well, all in all, it was definitely a time in my life that i would remember and cherish…goodnight and God Bless…

P/S:- miss ya "google girl"!!!

        miss ya Sharon!!

        miss ya Moina!! (happy belated b’day!!)

Today’s gonna be a hectic day…oh dear…i haven’t started packing yet for my holiday trip…>_<! …*sigh* and i’ll be leaving tommorrow early in the morning…ahaha…i’m gonna die packing.. :p i can’t wait to see my darling sweetheart in kl…hehe..life really is sweet… this is like the first time i’ve ever been this happy… he really is one in a million..hehe..miss him sooo much.. can’t wait to hug him and give him a "big kiss"… :p haha..gtg soon…have to be the driver again…sending my bros to buy their stuff before tommorrow’s trip…*sigh*…never got paid..haha..anyway..ciaozZzZzz… :o)

Dear blogspot,

went home early today..around 10 am ….got time to relax and watch a movie…hehe…finally got time to sleep…had to get up though around 2pm to go to the dancing practise in Valerie’s house..watched an old movie.."Sound of Music"…i’m supposed to be dancing that ballroom dance..it’s really scary..i’m sooo scared that i’m gonna make mistakes on that nite…i’ve practised soo hard for the dance..wanna make it perfect…haven’t looked for my gown yet..going to soon…wanna get a very long and pretty gown…dun even know what style i want my hais in on that night…*sigh*…life really is a struggle…hehe :p …Got to study harder too..haven’t done much the whole week…just stayed at home…oh yea…i went for my driving lesson…wanna get my license a.s.a.p!! hehe…wanna be able to go out more often..anyway..gtg now…God Bless…Adios!!!~~

hmmmm…….been really buzy lately with all the exams and everything…hope to be able to pass though…hehe…haiz…miss my friends in kl alot….wish they were here…it was fun hanging out with them in kl…went shopping and all that…it was really fun…hehe..hope to see them soon…got nothing to do now…and tommorrow’s my moral exam…argghh!!!….wanna die now…this is soooo boring….*sigh*…wanna go shopping n get new stuff..hehe….wanna redecorate my room..hmmm…gtg now…anyway…CiaozZzZz…